| HybridCast Episode 3 - Religion |
[Apr. 27th, 2009|03:27 pm] |
Hey peeps!!
Well, just stopping by to let everyone know that Episode 3 is going to be recorded this week on Wendesday, provided that things don't go south (like they sometimes do ^^;)
This week, we'll be talking about Religion. It's a bit of a hard topic for such a new show like ours, but I thought it was time we do something about it.
So right in on your take on this ever present topic to:
darkakiyama@gmail.com
or
heyokablackeagle@gmail.com |
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| HybridCast! |
[Feb. 13th, 2009|03:52 pm] |
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| | BeForU - Ki-Se-Ki | ] |
Hey guys!
I know it's been a long time since the last time I ever posted anything on this thing, but, well, now I am ^^. Anyway, the reason why I'm posting here is I've started up my own podcast, inspired by the guys that run KnotCast. My partner-in-crime is my ex-mate, who goes by the name Heyoka. I'm not too sure if he has an LJ, but you can find him on FA. You can find us there at:
Me, as Dark Akiyama - http://www.furaffinity.net/user/darkakiyama/
My ex-mate Heyoka - http://www.furaffinity.net/user/heyoka
We've stopped recording for the time being because we haven't gotten any feedback from other people, save for a very close friend of mine, who goes by the name of Emevas (his page on FA http://www.furaffinity.net/user/emevas/ ) who was kind enough to offer some input to the topic of the next show, which was going to be video games.
Episode O, which is the pilot episode, and Episode have been recorded and posted. 0 can be find on my FA page, but do to size constraints, 1 can be found through the link I've posted on a journal on FA.
Well, I think that's about it. I'm just going to copy and past at the end of this post what I had posted on FA.
Take care guys!!
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Hey guys! Well, this is probably the first journal I've ever posted here on FA, but it's a good thing that I am. Anyway, I'm starting my own podcast, called HybridCast, with my fellow furry, Heyoka. Now, HybridCast is a general advice show, not just focusing on relationships and sex like my inspiration, KnotCast, although we will touch on that from time to time. We'll also have segments called "Weekly Rant" and "What The Fuck Moment of the Week". I think both segments are self-explanatory, lolz. We've already got episode 1 ready to upload, but we've hit a small snag. It seems that the file's just a tad too big to be uploaded here. I was wondering, if there's anyway I can make it smaller. Please let me know. Though, I will be posting the prototype, Episode 0 up here soon,
Next Week's Rant
Next week's rant will be all about Bad Relationships! Heyoka kind of went off on a massive tangint in episode 1 on bad relationships, so next week it'll be up to me, lolz. I'll be taking emails on this topic, and of course Heyoka will be doing his share of answering them, too.
Next Week's Topic
Heyoka and I will be talking about Video Games. Which do you like the most? Which do you wish never existed? Let us know, because we'll be sharing some of our favorite games of all time. |
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| Feeling crappy |
[Aug. 7th, 2006|12:26 pm] |
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| |  crappy | ] |
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| | Evanescence-Open Door-Call Me When You're Sober | ] |
Ever feel like there aren't any words that could be used to describe how you're feeling at some moment in your life? Well, that's how I'm feeling right now. I love Evanescense, Amy Lee's music reachs into my soul and I just feel like she's able to express what I'm feeling so easily through her music. Well, this is going out to my ex-boyfriend. I love him still, though he doesn't love me any more. He's straight now, apparently. But I still care about him. Though now I've learned and I've moved on and I've found a song, one of the latest from Evanescne from their new album coming out called Open Door that comes out in October. The song is called Call Me When You're Sober
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Call Me When You're Sober
Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind
Should have let you fall
Lose it all
So maybe you can remember yourself
Can't keep believing we're only deceiving ourselves
And I'm sick of the lie
And you're too late
Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind
Couldn't take the blame
Sick with shame
Must be exhausting to lose your own game
Selfishly hated
No wonder you're jaded
You can't play the victim this time
And you're too late
So don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind
You never call me when you're sober
You only want it cause it's over - It's over
How could I have burned paradise
How could I - You were never mine
So don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
Don't lie to me
Just get your things
I've made up your mind |
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| Just Cuz |
[Jul. 25th, 2006|03:51 pm] |
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| | Anything For You-Eanescence-Origin Album | ] |
I just wanted to post these lyrics here. I always do that when I can't find words to properly describe what I'm feeling at the moment.
Anything For You Lyrics
by Evanescence
I'd give anything to give,
Me to you.
Can you forget,
The world that you thought you knew?
If you want me,
Come and find me
Nothing's stopping you so please release me
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
Have you left to
Make me feel anymore
There's only you,
And everyday I need more
If you want me
Come and find me
I'll do anything you say just tell me
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
Anything for you
All without your hurt inside
Will never, never die
I'll be everything you need
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you |
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| Just venting |
[Jul. 25th, 2006|12:42 pm] |
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| | Do It To It-Cherish | ] |
Man, i'm at my fucking wit's end.
Nothing seem to be going right for me these days. Well, if I say that it would be a bit of a lie. My birtday was last Friday, so my mom got up extra early to make me breakfast. She didn't have to though, I usualy leave home for school without eating anything.
But, like I said, it hasn't been all bad. I'm finaly using my ILL(interlibrary loan) thing on my ID card to check out books from other schools. Its way cool, lol.
Well, I guess I didnt really vent. Oh well, I'll vent some other time |
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| hello^_^ |
[May. 12th, 2006|12:15 pm] |
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i'd like to be your friend..um, i went to your page and i looked for an email so i could send the message that i wanted to be your friend but i didnt see one so i'll pur the message here |
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| Thoughtless |
[May. 11th, 2006|10:02 am] |
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| |  pissed off | ] |
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| | Evanescecne-Away from Me | ] |
this is a poem i worte to vent out some anger against a special guy to me(you know who you are). sometimes it seems that he never really cares about me...i mean, i put up with so much shit that its finaly starting to get on my nerves. but i really love him. i love him so much but enough is enough! so this poem's called "thoughtless". i got the idea from the Evanescence song by that name, lol.
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Thoughtless…8:30am, 05-10-06
Who do you love?
Who do you care about?
Who do you cry for?
Who do you lose sleep over?
Only yourself…
You thoughtless bastard…
You selfish son of a bitch…
You condescending fucking asshole…
All you think about is yourself and your needs…
Well guess what jackass?
Not anymore…
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think its funny?
What the fuck you think its doing to me?
You can try and tear me down…
Even beat me to the ground…
But I will see you screaming
What I need…
You’re too wrapped up in yourself to notice me nowadays
You never really loved me did you?
You never take into account how I feel… |
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| yeah, lol |
[May. 3rd, 2006|03:07 pm] |
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EVERYONE'S DOING THIS~!! Do it too >3
Put iTunes or Windows Media Player on shuffle and see what you get. (Take the first song as your answer to Question #1, and so on and so forth.)
1. What's my mood like right now?
In A Dream
(Rockell)
2. How's tomorrow going to be for me?
Freak Out
(Avril Lavigne)
3. What kind of person am I?
Broken
(Seether feat. Amy Lee)
4. Am I loved?
Heaven
(DJ Sammy)
5. How can I achieve my highest potential?
Breath No More
(Evanesence)
6. What should I do with my life?
Kremiln Dusk
(Utada Hikaru)
7. Is everything really going to be alright in the end?
Wake Me Up When September Ends
(GreenDay)
8. What is my best quality?
Numb
(Linkin' Parl)
9. How does my sex life look?
Nobody's Home
(Avril Lavigne)
10. What's the meaning of life?
Passion
(Utada Hikaru)
11. What do people think of me?
Around the world
(ATC)
12. Would I make a good lover?
Loose control
(Missy Eliott)
13. How crazy am I?
FantasMic
(Nightwish)
14. Will I have a good life in general?
Crownless
(Nightwish)
15. Can (insert name here) ever really love me?
Stairway to heaven
(Led Zepplin)
16. Can me and (insert name here) ever be more than friends?
Left me for dead
(Rob Dougan)
17. What's going to happen to me this week?
This is halloween
(Nightmare before christmas) |
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| new to this |
[May. 3rd, 2006|11:30 am] |
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hmmm....where to start? well, for one, i'm a noob here, lol. that's kinda plain to see. i'm gonna post another journal entry i posted on my dA page about a year ago here and see what people think, lol.
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Hey out there, i wrote this poem a while ago. its bitchy and sad and a lot of other shit. if you don't like it, well, this just proves that there are people out in the world that hate me and don't know me.
Time written: 11.15pm, 06/03/05
Title: The Hurting Inside.
it hurts inside.
it hurts to be me.
i wish i could die.
just to make it all go away.
the mask of happiness is crumbling,
showing the pain inside.
i want to cry.
but what's the point anymore?
crying won't make things better.
it's a waste of time.
crying for people is pointless.
they'll just turn around and betray you.
hurt you.
leave you alone when you need them the most.
having emotions is stupid.
they just get in the way,
they just wined up hurting you too.
maybe my end will make it all end?
would my death even matter to the people who say they care for me?
i don't care.
they don't care.
no one ever really cared for me.
it was all just a lie.
"life's a bitch; deal with it"
deal with it my ass.
you cant deal with it, its futile.
my life sucks.
my dad's an emotionless bastard that only cares for himself.
i hate him.
i want to kill him.
i want to make him feel the pain i have known.
i want to show him the pain i've known.
i want him to rot in hell.
i just want him to go away.
is that so much to ask?
why can't he see he's hurting me?
isn't he supposed to love me, not hate me?
but now i know he never really cared for me.
he never did.
every time he ever said 'i love you', it was a lie.
so why was i so fucking stupid to believe him?
why do i care so fucking much it hurts like bloody hell?
DAMN IT!! WHY WON'T SOMEONE ANSWER ME?!?!?!?
because no one cares about me.
why do i hurt so much if i don't care though?
i wish someone could answer my pleas.
but no one cares.
why would they?
why would someone care for a loser?
my mom says she loves me, but i know deep down she hates me for what i did to her.
because of bringing me into this world, she can never bare children again.
she told me herself she wanted a daughter, not a son.
but she got me.
i hate myself for what i did to her.
my so called 'friends' say they care about me,
but i know they really don't.
i bug, annoy, and irritate them.
they rarely smile when i'm with them.
i know they don't laugh with me, they laugh at me.
no one loves me.
why would they?
i hate to be me.
why couldn't i have been born a girl and not a boy?
maybe my mom would be happy.
maybe.......i would too.
maybe all the shit that's happened would never have happened.
but where would that leave me?
for all i know, better or worse off.
i just want my personal hell to end.
but that's not happening anytime soon.
not if my 'father' has anything to do or say about it.
he wont let the pain stop.
he just adds more to it.
my life has lost all meaning because of him.
i'm stupid, useless and weak.
i know people tell me it's not true, but....
they're all lying through their teeth.
i don't care anymore.
i don't care about anything anymore.
i just want everything and everyone to go away and leave me the fucking hell alone.
funny thing is, i don't want to be lonely.
stupid, huh?
it is, and i know it.
i just want to sink into eternal and blissful darkness and sleep in peace.
but fucking god wont let me.
why does he put me through these things?
does he get some kind of perverted pleasure seeing me suffer?
why won't he let me know sanity?
why won't he let me find true love?
does he hate me for being who and what i am?
does he hate me for being gay and a witch's son?
i thought my tears were the price i had to pay to make the hurting stop.
i thought that all the tears i've shed, and till shed, were enough to make the pain go away.
i was wrong.
i guess my tears and blood meant shit to who ever's in charge of screwing with our lives.
i'm tired of fighting;
so i'll stop.
i'm tired running;
so i won't.
i'm tired of screaming in pain;
so i'll close my mouth.
i'm tired of crying and seeing the hurt i cause;
so i'll stop and close my eyes forever.
it hurts everywhere;
so i'll bleed till it won't anymore.
love sucks; it'll only lead to unbelievable pain.
i'm tired now.
will this ever end?
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well, if you liked this, cool, if you didn't, well, there's nothing i can really do about that now can i? |
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